Do I have to?

In so many ways, I wish I could go back to being her "baron" once more. 

I've had women come and go, but none like her: how her presence still lingers after all these months, and how much I remember every little touch, every little kiss we shared. 

I don't normally get sentimental on past affairs, but in this case, I'd very much like to have her around again-- not to make amends, but to have another go at truly making her happy. Honestly.